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Mini-reunion went ok. My son showed up so that was fun. He's almost 22 and we hadnt been out for a drink before. It's not something that I plan to make a habit of, but it was still fun.

I'm supposed to start my new job next Monday. That gives me a week to lay around and be lazy. You want to know what's really sick and twisted? I've spent all of these months praying for a job and now that I have one I dont want it. I got used to sleeping until 10 and now I have to be a grown up again and give that up. Isnt that crazy? lol

They ran a credit check even tho I was told they wouldnt. My credit sucks but nobody said anything about it yet. Still waiting on the results of the background check. I got my new hire paperwork today. I'm scheduled for a drug test on Wednesday. I have intentionally NOT taken any pain medicine just to be sure I'll pass. I know that I have prescriptions for these pills and legally they cant say anything about it but still, it's a road I'd rather not drive on. There are so many ways to skirt around the legalitys it's scarey. This is a pharmacutical company... they have super strict rules and I dont want to push it. So I sit and suffer.

I had zero appetite today. I know you have to eat to lose weight but no matter how hard I tried I just cant seem to want to pick up a fork. Unless it's a forkful of cheesecake.. thats a horse of a completely different color :)